Its hard to be attached to be somebody

Its hard to be attached to be somebody like your used to all the routines he does to you every single day as if you’ll not live without it then suddenly it will be stopped without apparent reasons. The worst part of it is that you can’t blame him because in the first place, you’re not even lovers.

Whenever everything falls into place

Whenever everything falls into place, feels just how it should and it's all up to my expectations, there always feels like there's something missing. But I can never put my finger to it. I've got a lot of wonderful things in my life, yet, it just feels so incomplete. And then I realize that it's you, you're not with me.

Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower

Why ruin the perfectly beautiful petals of a flower when you knew from the start that he loves you not.

Love is like drinking a wine.

Love is like drinking a wine. Once you have too much of it, you begin to act stupid. Love moderately.

For every girl with a broken heart

For every girl with a broken heart, there’s always a boy with a scotch tape. Adhesive is nice but time will come when the paste would wear off and the roll of tape would be empty. Then the broken pieces of her heart would start falling again. What she really needs is a man who would lovingly take the time to gather the fragments, put them in a pot to melt and reshape it with his heart as the mold so it won’t fall into pieces again.

Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more

Go on, hurt me some more till I can feel no more. Once, you left me all alone, I cried and died, I took it all. Now, what would I do, in front of me, you’re loving someone new?

There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand

There are times when I dream you’re holding my hand, whispering sweet words in my ear and that you’re loving me. But while I’m here dreaming, you’re with someone else making my dreams. Her reality.

Since the day you said goodbye

Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days when hopefully you’ll be back in my arms again, but something scares me, ‘cause I might be counting for the rest of my life.

There’s a light in your eyes

There’s a light in your eyes, but its too bright to see, the pain in my heart where you used to be. I guess I was wrong to believe you were waiting for me, coz there’s a light in your eyes but not for me.

Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me

Somewhere in your heart try to find a place for me, somewhere in your heart I won’t care where it would be. one little corner may not mean so much to you, but one little corner is all I ask of you.

You eased the pain when I faked the wound

You eased the pain when I faked the wound. You calmed me down when I faked the mood. You were instantly there when I faked the call. Why didn’t you catch me? I didn’t fake the fall.

It seems like the simplest concept

It seems like the simplest concept. just push them all away and you’ll never get hurt. however, the simplest isn’t always the most effective. someday, somebody’s gonna find their way in and then, they’re gonna leave you on your knees.

When I’m hurt, I flirt a little

When I’m hurt, I flirt a little. go out on a date. I learn to hate, take time to mingle with people. I drink, and party all night. cry before I get myself to sleep. I goof around my peeps, scream out loud or dance wild. you know why? because when I’m hurt I don’t owe anybody any explanation and how I choose to repair what that person broke. I’m gonna live my life as I wish until I’m whole again.

Hard to accept that the person I love the most can’t love me

Hard to accept that the person I love the most can’t love me. I don’t want to give up but the pain weakens me. How can I be truly happy when my happiness has left me?

I cared, I got hurt

I cared, I got hurt. I took risks, I failed. I sacrificed, I lost. I hoped, I gained nothing. Yet, I kept loving till every piece of me was broken. Why does love give me bitterness, when in fact I gave my best? It is when I realized, love is just as deep and pure as it can be that no one could ever unlock the mystery.

You deserve someone better.

“You deserve someone better.” One of the most bullshit reasons I’ve ever heard. Why? Coz he could have been better if he tried to. And it could have been me, if he wanted to.

If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries.

If you look inside a girl’s heart and see how much she cries. You’ll find secrets. Promises and lies. But what you’ll see most is how hard she tries to stay strong. When nothing is right and everything’s wrong.

I can say, “I’m over him” a million times and more

I can say, “I’m over him” a million times and more. I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow. I can perfectly curse his name. But once he’s around, I don’t know and I can’t explain. Why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp, making me want to fall into his arms once again. After everything that he put me through. He still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that, I can do nothing about it.

I have come to realize that he’s just a guy

I have come to realize that he’s just a guy. A great one, maybe. But he’s not mine. And I don’t need to do things to make him love me. Coz if he really wanted to, he would.

I’d like to stay as a secret

I’d like to stay as a secret, like walking in the dark. If no one knows me. If no one cares, that would be fine. So no one can break my heart.